The Edge

Hello December.  We meet again. Yea finally. ThankGod for that so-called- November, for all those great opportunities, ever. Hereby, just wanna say that I'm so shocked it's December.  Again. So I wanna tell you that " Time flies too fast "  Many wonderful things have happened. I  cried over passed 2 months. So heart-breaking and full of disappointment. Lol. But they're gone. So far, these days I feel so happy even sometimes I screwed up, but it's okay.  Well. My recent months are covered by (I think) happiness. When sometime life is  suck , but I thank to You, because You never leave me alone.  And all I have to know is,  I have to explore more, I have to be always grateful. And be brave for facing anything. When some situations get you in a test, just say " Why not try me" so maybe everything will be fine.  And all wonderful things, that you haven't known before, are everywhere. So dig them up !  And Christmas is getting closer. I ...

Hi. We spent a lot for whole months, and we're coming to the end of 2012... Really. There're many memories. Sadness. Of course, and madness. But, there's a happines as the bookmark. Well. Santa aint coming to bring my presents this year. But, Lord Jesus does. So, we have to appreciate what we've got this year. And also. Hope for the next year, 2013. Prepare for the nexts. Every next steps. We have lost lots of happiness, but we have to struggle to find another happiness. They are everywhere. Sometimes we are too blind to find them, But.... If we lucky enough, we are getting closer. Reach your happiness, bcs I wanna reach mine. Happy Christmas. Be merry and fill it with precious moments. Merry Christmas 2012 Love ❤

MOM Mungkin kalo dipikir-pikir Nyokap itu cerewet, bawel, suka mau menangg sendiri, dll. Ribet pula. Tapi... rasanya sepi kalo di rumah gaada Nyokap. Slama seminggu lebih Nyokap gue dirawat inap di RSPi, rasanya aneh, awal-awalnya sih gue seneng yang bawelin gue berkurang satu. Plus, Bokap gue pulang malem terus, skalian ngehindar jam pulang kantor yang pasti macet bet, dan jenguk Nyokap, gue ngerasa anak tunggal, ditambah si ari yg jauh skolah nya di rumah oma gue. Tapiiiii..... Lama-lama gue sepi sendiri, gaada yg bisa diajak ngobrol ato apapun curhat. Sendirian. Gue udah biasa sendirian di rumah, emng dari dulu gue di rumah sering banget ditinggal kerja sama mereka dan Ari suka nya main-main sama tetangga ato temen-temennya. Gue? Anak rumahan banget. Yaaaah intinya gue merasa kehilangan (dikit) pas Nyokap gaada kemaren, tapi, Thanking God, gue bisa ngerti arti seseorang malah disaat mereka ga di samping gue di sepanjang waktu yang lama. Makanya, di saat siapapun yg lo sayangmasih be...